We promised that no matter what, when we died I'd bury you with your skateboard and you'd bury me with my character shoes.
You were my first real kiss
No matter who I'm with or what my status is like,
I still say I love you, because I do.
You said you loved me since you were 7
and we used to play pathetic underage games of strip poker
you used to jump over me with your bike
and we almost got caught that time on your porch.
You are the one person, that no matter how bad shit gets,
I know you'll be there to say everything will fix itself.
And I know I'll never find that anywhere else.

Thanks for being the best friend anyone could ever,
ever ask for for the past I don't even know how many years.
'Cause I appreciate it more than I think you know.

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity
- Big Girls Don't Cry, Fergie

I'm heartbroken.
Thats the only way I can put it.
I'm hurt.
Thats it.

Two things for you:
A) Don't be a stupid bitch
B) Don't think you'll get away with this.

Don't fucking go around stealing someones material that they've worked day and night on for the past like 4 months and call it your own.
You are nothing but a pathetic insecure bitch who's not good enough to put out anything decent to you try to steal my stuff.
Don't EVER try anything like that again.

Haven't updated this ina long time..
I duno, just not a huge journal person i suppose.
Things are, concrete for lack of a better word
Not good, not bad, but they're here.
I just want this weekend to come, I need to get away from home
I'm so caged in here, being away, especially with him will at least get rid of some of my stress
I dont understand why people dont try
if you involve yourself in something, why not give it 110%?
if its such a great burden on your life then why not just quit?
At the moment i feel embaressed to have my name be put as someone who taught them what they know.
I just feel like they dont respect me or the rest of the cast, or their director even, to go around and act like things will pull through at showtime
cause tehy won't.
we have a reputation, and if a few people come along and dont have any effort and dont even bother to try, then i'm gonna just give up on them because i will not let what this company has built up as a whole be ruined. it's not fair to anyone
and i love the cast. i love them for working so hard
but when you have a few sour apples, the whole tree goes rotten.

I know i'm prolly not making much sense, cause most of you dont know what im talking about, but i guess this is just for me, a release of sorts



So next time you put your mind and body into something,
Remember to give it all you can, not just what's expected.